I'm a visual person whose eyesight was deteriorating due to
cataracts. Complicating things was the fact that I am a travel writer and
photographer. I need my eyes for my work. And my work is my passion.
I drove less and less and took public transportation more and more. Was the Airport sign really out of focus or was it my eyesight? |
Fortunately, my eye problems were correctable. My problem was
cataracts, probably fueled by those glorious sunny days traveling in the desert
Southwest.
I didn't have surgery right away because I had press trips to enjoy,
restaurants to review and, of course the Northwest Travel Writers Conference in
Bend, Oregon (couldn't miss that!). But as I toured, wrote and photographed, my
eyesight got worse and worse.
So how did I cope? I rarely drove at night in unfamiliar
territory due to the glare. I wrote exclusively on my gigantic screen desktop
computer (backlighting was my friend) and published exclusively on the
Internet. Flying was avoided for many reasons. One of which was the fact I
could no longer read gate and flight information no matter how huge!
How did I take photos? Well I could still compose photos and snap
away but never knew what I had captured until I got home and looked at my work
on that gigantic screen. But, forget shooting on manual!
So I was emotionally ready for surgery once I met with my opthamologist.
One eye was scheduled at the beginning of the month and the second about 4
weeks later. I put my affairs in order, drove less and less and accepted the
offer of a dear friend to accompany me to surgery and follow up appointments. I
even watched YouTube videos of cataract surgeries. I was more than ready when I
got that phone call. My surgeon's father had passed and, of course, my surgery
was postponed... A month.
During that month my eyesight got even worse! I could no longer
identify birds without photographing them first. I reflected on what it would
be like to permanently lose eyesight. I coped by walking for exercise. I could
see enough to do that! I enjoyed architectural walking tours. (My right eye
still had fair distance vision with glasses.)
I thought about what it might be like to really lose my sight. |
At the travel writers conference the use of Instagram was
recommended. But I couldn't trust my eyesight enough to take photos on a teeny smart
phone and, without review or editing, post them for all the world to see. So I
fell behind my colleagues in the world of social media.
So when the day came to check in to the surgi-center I was feeling
more relieved than scared. I wanted to see my world again. I wanted to write
more. And perhaps I would be able to read books again.
After all I was a travel writer and photographer.
Had mine done in 2012. It was a cinch. Fortunately, I was only blogging once a week. Since then I have used social media more and even launched a book last month. I can imagine what you are gong through. I'm glad I had mine before the busy-ness came about.
ReplyDeleteScary to face the possibility of losing our eyesight to cataracts. Certainly hope all went well with the surgery, since you are writing about it we think so, which is good news.
ReplyDeleteI hope everything goes well as you recover from cataract surgery. It will be good to see clearly again.
ReplyDeleteGlad you can see now! Get well soon!
ReplyDeleteI hope it all goes well and you're back on the road soon!
ReplyDeleteMy husband says this is the best surgery in the world. Not often that you have an operation and emerge better than new!
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